7/27/11
drink, drank, hungover. @ 12:18 PM
So, I had the
worst hangover in probably a year and I'm also sick with this terrible head cold, so I'm dizzier than usual. I actually drank so much last night that I grew ridiculous balls and somehow sang the worst karaoke in the history of my life. I seriously sounded like a dying cat, and for some reason on the VIDEO of me singing, my sister screams "That's my sister mother fuckers!" .. yea, there were
a lot of pitchers served to our table. (Which BTW, I should have taken a pic of the
Tupperware container they served our beer in, with clear plastic cups. I am so not kidding).
Shannon just took my daughter to speech therapy. I'm surprised she got off the computer, because she usually throws a fit. I'm watching my niece, Kinley, and she's always a good baby. :) She sleeps the whole time, haha! I can't wait to take a nap lol, I am EXHAUSTED, to say the least.
Tonight I'm supposed to meet with Mike, or I guess just talk to him on the phone. I really don't know. It's only been 3 weeks and I'm so emotional over this whole situation. He all of a sudden pulled away and I just WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON! I feel like I am, literally, going insane. Never have I freaked like this and I hate it. I don't cry anymore, but I have bawled like a baby since Sunday about him. I feel he deserves to be heard, because obviously I would want the same thing, but I'm sick of waiting. Granted it's been 3 days, this is just not how I want to feel this early on into a dating situation with someone.
7/27/11
drink, drank, hungover. @ 12:18 PM
So, I had the
worst hangover in probably a year and I'm also sick with this terrible head cold, so I'm dizzier than usual. I actually drank so much last night that I grew ridiculous balls and somehow sang the worst karaoke in the history of my life. I seriously sounded like a dying cat, and for some reason on the VIDEO of me singing, my sister screams "That's my sister mother fuckers!" .. yea, there were
a lot of pitchers served to our table. (Which BTW, I should have taken a pic of the
Tupperware container they served our beer in, with clear plastic cups. I am so not kidding).
Shannon just took my daughter to speech therapy. I'm surprised she got off the computer, because she usually throws a fit. I'm watching my niece, Kinley, and she's always a good baby. :) She sleeps the whole time, haha! I can't wait to take a nap lol, I am EXHAUSTED, to say the least.
Tonight I'm supposed to meet with Mike, or I guess just talk to him on the phone. I really don't know. It's only been 3 weeks and I'm so emotional over this whole situation. He all of a sudden pulled away and I just WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON! I feel like I am, literally, going insane. Never have I freaked like this and I hate it. I don't cry anymore, but I have bawled like a baby since Sunday about him. I feel he deserves to be heard, because obviously I would want the same thing, but I'm sick of waiting. Granted it's been 3 days, this is just not how I want to feel this early on into a dating situation with someone.
i my me mine.
you think you know me yeah ?
I'm 27, a single mom to a beautiful 3 year old girl, and I'm a college graduate.
I have bipolar depression.
I have many layers of complexity. I am a vast repository of both useful and useless information, which means I can be mysterious as well as great in conversation. I notice the small stuff, both the good and the bad, and always looking at the big picture can become very overwhelming. A day in my mind is like living in a garden where so much is planted that the violets cannot be distinguished from the weeds.
I started this blog as more of an outlet than anything else, but there's so much more I'd like to say, so here goes nothing..